• again and again

  • Again and again, however we know the landscape of love
  • and the little churchyard there, with its sorrowing names,
  • and the frighteningly silent abyss into which the others
  • fall: again and again the two of us walk out together
  • under the ancient trees, lie down again and again
  • among the flowers, face to face with the sky.
  • :::next:::
  • falling stars

  • Do you remember still the falling stars
  • that like swift horses through the heavens raced
  • and suddenly leaped across the hurdles
  • of our wishes--do you recall? And we
  • did make so many! For there were countless numbers
  • of stars: each time we looked above we were
  • astounded by the swiftness of their daring play,
  • while in our hearts we felt safe and secure
  • watching these brilliant bodies disintegrate,
  • knowing somehow we had survived their fall.
  • :::next:::
  • :::back:::
  • going blind

  • She sat just like the others at the table.
  • But on second glance, she seemed to hold her cup
  • a little differently as she picked it up.
  • She smiled once. It was almost painful.
  • And when they finished and it was time to stand
  • and slowly, as chance selected them, they left
  • and moved through many rooms (they talked and laughed),
  • I saw her. She was moving far behind
  • the others, absorbed, like someone who will soon
  • have to sing before a large assembly;
  • upon her eyes, which were radiant with joy,
  • light played as on the surface of a pool.
  • She followed slowly, taking a long time,
  • as though there were some obstacle in the way;
  • and yet: as though, once it was overcome,
  • she would be beyond all walking, and would fly.
  • :::next:::
  • :::back:::
  • rememberance

  • And you wait, keep waiting for that one thing
  • which would infinitely enrich your life:
  • the powerful, uniquely uncommon,
  • the awakening of dormant stones,
  • depths that would reveal you to yourself.
  • In the dusk you notice the book shelves
  • with their volumes in gold and in brown;
  • and you think of far lands you journeyed,
  • of pictures and of shimmering gowns
  • worn by women you conquered and lost.
  • And it comes to you all of a sudden:
  • That was it! And you arise, for you are
  • aware of a year in your distant past
  • with its fears and events and prayers.
  • :::next:::
  • :::back:::
  • the future

  • The future: time's excuse
  • to frighten us; too vast
  • a project, too large a morsel
  • for the heart's mouth.
  • Future, who won't wait for you?
  • Everyone is going there.
  • It suffices you to deepen
  • the absence that we are.
  • :::back:::
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